RANDOM OBSERVATION...entitled..yup...I'm a lesbian
Ok, so a few days ago i was talking with Sammy and we were talking about how sometimes we're afraid the liking girls things is all in our heads...Of course i die a little in side when i hear Sam say that but whatever. But,while texting Sam, i root around in this months magazines. I read through all the clothes ones and next thing i know, im reading the Victoria's secret one. While bra catalog searching, i sit up violently and think, Damn, Kyo. You're pretty much a total lesbian. And while this shouldn't be shocking to me, i mean I've dated girls, I've kissed girls, but every time i realize it, its a revelation. Like literally a snap your fingers, praise the Lord revelation. I mean, guys are nice. I know plenty of guys whom every time I see them i'm just like....DAMN. But still, most of my dating, kissing, and feelings have been with girls, for girls and girls alone. But i mean whatever. The kids at my school pretty much think I'm a lesbian, which hurts a little, and I'm treated differently because it, but I call my best friend wifey...And publicly dated Sammy, who is as stereotypical a lesbian as they come...except maybe Anna... I mean, I'm not a lesbian. I would call myself pansexual, if i called myself anything at all. Most of the time I just kinda tell people to f*ck off if they ask...I'm not a social butterfly who wants her business broadcasted, sue me. But where I live, bisexuality is a growing population, that is sometimes exploited by girls who want popularity or to be noticed, no matter which actually bi girls they drag down with them. And i notice that everywhere even in some of my friends. But, people have just excepted that bi is a sexuality, but they think pansexuality is bull. But even in accepting cities like where i live, people still have to make fun of something and pan falls into that category at the moment. :( Either way... Bye that one person who actually reads this!!!
Bye love(s?), KYO
